I am looking forward to this weekend to spend more time with my boyz.. Champion is missing us a lot.
This morning when we wanted to leave him at MILs (as usual), he was clinging tight on apps. He didn't want to let go. At the end, FIL had to pull him away from apps and walk in the other direction. Of course, Champion was wailing away! :(
He also looks forward to going home in the evenings. The moment I get back, he calls for our maid and asks her to pack his things. He then runs to his grandparents for the goodbye kisses.
Sometimes I just wish I am a stay home mum. In that way, I can spend more time with them, especially in these tender years.
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Is funny though that when i read what u felt today, i am feeling the other way round. The grass is greener the other side? do u believe that? For me, i am soo desparately to look for a full time job now and wanted to put Ryan to day care. I haven't have a real job since i finished my degree. It is tough to be a mother these days, we couldn't afford to be a full time mom relying on single income. On the other hand, i couldn't let go of Ryan, can't imagine a stranger to take care of my son..hehehe
I am kind of lucky that my in-laws are looking after my boys.. it is actually peace of mind that they are in good hands.
When I think of my boys, and the way they look at us going off to work, I wish I were home. But, then again, when I think of being a full time mum, it would also be tough... financially, socially and mentally.
My mum was also not very keen of me quiting my job. She said that when my boys are older, my boys will prefer their mum working... That has kept me thinking... hmmmmm.
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